AbOut_mE

Remember the first day when I saw your face
Remember the first day when you smiled at me
You stepped to me and then you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about
Remember the first day when you called my house
Remember the first day when you took me out
we had butterflies although we tried to hide
and we both had a beautiful night

The way we held each others hand,
the way we talked, the way we laughed
it felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one
ohhhhhh,

I know that he loves me cause told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause its me he trust
and he’s missing me if he’s not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so

Remember the first day, the first day we kissed
Remember the first day we had an argument
we apologized and then we compromised
and we’ve haven’t argued since
Remember the first day we stopped playing games
Remember the first day you fell in love with me
it felt so good for you to say those words
cause I felt the same way too

The way we held each other’s hands,
the way we talked, the way we laughed
it felt so good to fall in love
and I knew right there and then that you were the one

I know that he loves cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it’s obvious
I know that he loves me cause it’s me he trust
and he’s missing me if he’s not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so

I’m so happy, so happy that your in my my life
and baby now that your apart of me
you’ve showed me
showed me the true meaning of love(the true meaning of love)
and I know he loves me

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
When he stares at me you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it’s obvious
I know that he loves me cause it’s me he trust
and he’s missing me if he’s not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I’m letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, noooooo

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m a part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby

I ain’t gonna cry no
And I won’t beg you to stay
If you’re determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you’ll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time cant erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby

I know that you’ll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you’ll be right back
Ooooh! baby believe me it’s only a matter of time

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my,….my baby….

You’ll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I’m part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on (we will linger on)
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
You will always be my baby

Do you hear me,
I’m talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I’m trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

 

dedicated for my boy FR

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ahhh males sbenernya buat nulis yg ini,cm bikin gw terbayang2 trus ..

tp haruss,,biar yg ada dlem benak gw lega 

oke tw lah ttg dia yg pernah gw ulas sebelumnya ,,

yahh..2 tauh lebih 2-3 bulanan lah gw breng dia ..

oke gw akuin itu hal yg terberat yg pernah gw alamin dlm urusan "love", scara 2 taun lebih itu bukan waktu yg singkat, n itu waktu pacaran gw yg paling lama.

gw akuin lagi..dia co yg baek yg pernah macarin gw ..dia setiaaaa bgt m gw,,dia nurut bgt m gw, yg slalu nolongn gw n nghibur gw,dia bner2 mw nglakuin apapun demi gw, dia mw dengn sabar ngadepin sikap2 gw yg nyebelin n jengkelin ,,ampe gw mnta putus bbbrpa kali mh ampe g k itung dia ttp keukeuh pertahanin gw, ampe sempet gw selingkuhin bbrapa kali n gw 2,3,4 in m gw dia ttp g mau ngelepas gw ,,gw akuin jahat bgt bgt bgt bgt bgt nya gw m dia,,tp dy ttp aja g brubah bwt sayng m gw ,,malah waktu itu dia sempet mw lamar gw,,ampe akhirnya gw tw yg sbnernya gmn ..

padahal waktu itu gw dah mulai sadar dgn yg gw lakuin m dia itu salah bgt n gw dah bner2 mw milih dia dr siapa pun ..gw mw bner2 berubah, bnr2 setia ,,bner2 cm punya dia,gw dah bnr2 mastiin gw sayang dia..

ampe pas ada 1 masalh gede dlem idup gw, kluarga gw,,yg bner2 bikin gw stuck ampe saat ini, ampe bner2 bikin gw g punya impian apapun ttg idup, gw g punya cita2 apapun buat idup,,bahkan gw g punya rencana buat nerusin idup gw besok..

hal itu adalah ketika ade gw sakit, ade kandung gw 1 1 nya,,yg bagaimanapun dia dia ade gw,,yg ampe sbenci apapun gw m dia dia ade gw,,jd apapun dia dia ade gw..

ade gw sakit tepatnya sakit jiwa,,dia ngamuk2,,dia ngacapruk ,,ngelantur trs,,dll (ntar gw posting lg masalh ini)ini masalah terberat yg pernah gw alamin n klrga gw alamin.

waktu itu dia jmput gw pulang kerja,gw cerita masalh gw ttg ade gw itu ..dia anterin gw ampe rmh n yg pda saat itu ade gw lagi kumatnya2, lagi jadi2nya,lagi ngamuk2nya..dia liat bgt..bgt ..

gw bilang gini m dia."ak bedoa m ALLAH apapun bakal aku lakuin asal ade ak sembuh,walo itu hrs ngorbanin kbhagian ak bla bla bla"

gtw nya setelah kejadian itu dia beda bgt bgt,,gw rasain itu ,,gw dah nanya baik2 bgt knp ama dia ??ada masalh pa ??tp dia bilang gpp baik2 aja..

ampe bnr2 gw ngrasain dia beda bgt,,g pernah nghubungin gw,sms g, apalagi nlp,gw sms dia g d bles2 nlp g d angkat tp pke no laen d angkat,sumpah dr sana gw down bgt,,sgala pikiran jelek dtg,,secara pd saat itu gw lg bnr2 d uji idup,lg stuck2nya.malah d gtuin m dia,gw beranggapan klo dia udah gmw n malu buat pacaran m ce yg adiknya stress,,adiknya gila ..sumpah dr sana idup n otak gw makin kacau,bukan cm gw tp klrga gw kacau jg krena masalh ade gw ini..

smenjak dia gt,,gw makin g bersemangat buat ngdepin masalh idup gw..dia g ada saat gw butuh d kuatin,saat gw butuh d perhatiin, d saat gw btuh tmen cerita, saat gw btuh dorongn,,dia g ada,,g ada sama sekali..gw sadar gw d campakin n d tinggalin m dia ..bbrpa minggu itu tiap gw ingt dia slalu aja bikin gw sedih, gw mewek,,rasanya g percaya hal ini terjadi,rasanya g percaya dia bisa kaya gni m gw..yg gw bayangn sayang dia banyak k gw, sayangnya dia tulus k gw,sayangnya dia gede k gw,,ancurr smw ,,g ada smw ..tai smw .. gw benci keadaan gw waktu itu ampe gw putusin klo kita emang g bisa terusin smwnya..gw gmw lagi bareng dia yg g nerima gw apa adanya waktu itu,gw anggap ini smw berakhir,,gw m dia udahan,n sepertinya dia mnyetujui itu ,,tp waktu itu g terlalu ancur bgt sihh soalnya gw bisa lbih kenal n deket m the sweetest smile 

dia baru sms gw lg setelah dia denger kabar klo gw jdian m co laen (the sweetest smile)padahal waktu dia sms nyelametin gw sambil maki2 gw,gw iyahin aja klo gw udah jadian m the sweetest smile n gw bahagia n dia udah g berhak buat ganggu2 idup gw n dia,yg padahal aslinya gw blom jadian m the sweetest smile.

oke wktu itu gw sms baik2, gw kasih pengertian baik2 ehh malah dia maki2 gw yg harusnya jg gw yg maki2, dia ampe nyumpahin gw,,dia nyumpahin pke nama tuhan, dia nyumpahin idup gw g akan bhgia slamanya..

asli waktu itu tmbh bikin gw sedih, gw g nyangka dia yg gw anggap pling baik bisa nglakuin kya gni m gw,,nyumpahin gw.

hahh tp sudahlah..

life must go on..

masih banyak hal yg harus gw lakuin n selesein (termasuk masalah ade gw yg ampe skrg g sembuh2 padahl duit udah abis bgt n utang kmn2)

g sharusnya gw tangisin trs n sedihin trs smentara ada co yg mungkin sayang gw dgn tulus ..mudah2in iya tulus ,amin.

tp gw hrus bisa jalanin ini n hrus kuat ..

semangat !!!!!

dah lama bgt gw g nulis blog ..rasa males ini mngalahkan segalanya,,padahal banyak bgt masalah n hal2 yg pengen gw crtain..ampe pda akhirnya gw stuck d situ2 aja..

bner kata salah satu tmen baek gw yg bilang (lebih tepatnya sms) "salah satu alasan masalah tak kunjung selesai adalah karena tak menuliskannnya, jadi mulailah menulis sekarang"

semenjak dpt sms itu gw otak2 lagi blog ini yg dh lama gw lupain lebih tepatnya lupa passwordnya,

 

banyak bgt yg gw pngn tulisin n mungkin membutuhkan waktu yg sangat lama n butuh kondisi yg emang bisa bikin gw pewe n inspirasi buat nulis.

 

oke dr posting sebelumnya gw pngn ceritain ttg :

1. ttg c setiap tgl 28 (damn)i’m so disappointed(g salh nulis kan ?!)

2. musibah yg terjadi di keluarga gw

3. the sweetest smile..full of u… ^_^

 

hah rsanya buat mulai nyeritain yg ke 1 itu bikin gw susah buat ungkapin smw ..

tkut ada yg slah d omongin ..

tp gw pasti tulis n mohon maaf bila ada pihak yg tersinggung, itu hanya salah satu sudut pandang gw,

lets go to posting yang berikutnya buat nulis ttg  http://suzhee.blogsome.com/2010/03/06/p38/

 

dah lama g bgt g nulis blog..

kangen juga seh..

tp lg g da ilham bwt nulisnya…

emm..

ada beberapa yg pngeen ak critain..

1. ttg c setiap tgl 28 (damn)i’m so disappointed(g salh nulis kan ?!)

2. musibah yg terjadi di keluarga gw

3. the sweetest smile..full of u… ^_^

www.gemintang.com/lovemeter/?o=8343294, buat ngetes kecocokan kamu dengan si dia.